Wednesday, March 3, 2010
story for harley/school
It all started about five years ago… was with my fiancĂ©e, Christina, and we were simply walking around good old South Buffalo thinking about the good times that we used to have in this neighborhood. We were thinking how we thought we were grown up and ready for the world, when we really weren’t when I knife flew by my face into a tree on my left side. Looking to my right, I told her to run as swiftly as she can, as I saw a hooded man laughing.”Who are you, and what are you doing here?!” I asked, paying no attention to me he pulled out another knife and dashed at me. I ran the opposite way, following this trail I noticed that he stumbled and fell. Seeing as I had an opportunity I stepped on the knife and proceeded to see who exactly was trying to kill me, and why. Removing the hood I saw his eyes, piercing me like a spear in a wall, I began to wonder and asked “why are you doing this Mr. Matt Why?!” He grinned at me and grabbed my leg, so I got off of him. “I will get you back for this, oh yes I will” he said faintly as he ran away.
It has been on my mind of awhile now, about why exactly he was trying to kill me that night, and now receiving this message, I began to wonder what happened. Deleting the message, I went into the kitchen and grabbed a monster energy drink to cool myself down. I walked in the bathroom to see if anybody was there, and nobody was. I searched the whole house searching every room, and nobody was in sight. I was in the kitchen again by the garage door, when I saw a towel with blood over it, and without hesitation I ran out to the garage. Looking there, I was speechless as I feel to my knees, with tears descending from my eyes, I just starred at it…it was like a puddle of kool-aid on the ground…this was not over.
Friday, April 10, 2009
Monday, October 13, 2008
War...
People have war's with themselves. They struggle and try to push harder, they know they aren't the best and yet they are still getting nothing and still fighting them self to do better. Sometimes it gets worse, when people are on the urge to killing themselves, in reality they don't want to do it. People never want to kill themselves, but in the end it is a solution they find to get away from everything, and a way for them to stop fighting. Decisions have to be made, these can be very different, people try to find the best one and yet they can't, it can be a double edged sword, where no matter what he gets hurt, and someone else does, and yet they have to make a decision whether or not to hurt one person or to continue to hurt someone else.
There is no life without fighting with other people, whether it be a debate about something, or an actual fight. People like to go around and make peoples lives hell, they are in a war already, they are like a dictator ruling over people that are too weak to do anything. Then you have the people that put scums like that in their place, they are like an army defending another country, which is needed in these situations. People think they can do anything and they are put in their place, which is good for society. Other times people just try to start trouble, these can be verbal arguments or physical violence, this is still war as it is only between 2 people or a few more, but it will always be there. This is a way of life for some people, and life would be better without it, but i don't think that will ever happen, as you will always have these 2 different types of people and there will always be conflict between them.
War...between nations...countries...fighting, taking lives, and doing so much more. I hate this, but again it has changed society and made it better, it is not needed in life, people can go without this and yet it still happens, why? People are too arrogant again, but this time they have power, and they don't care about others. War is fought for peace, and freedom, but some wars are not, some wars are fought for pride and just because people want more, which is wrong. Taking the lives of thousands just so you can say you are better, this is not humane and this is not right, but again it still happens and will always be there because of the weapons/way people are.
Can there be a life without war? Yes i think that there can be life without war, but i don't think it will ever happen. People just will never realize it, and are blinded, there will always be some sort of war in life, and there will never truly be peace.
life
Happiness can go a long way, and in life it is true. A lot of people have happiness in their life, but they don't appreciate it, they just ignore it, other people don't have happiness but they don't seek it. If you seek happiness for long enough, you will find it, but then when you do find it you never want to let it go, and sometimes it has to leave, but you just dont realize it.
For the end of this poem i will talk about a strange subject and that is Death. Death comes in many forms and affects everyone in all sorts of different ways. I have dealt with death, sure i have many people in my life that are close and are still with me, but i have also lost a lot of people, those who meant a lot in my life and it changes people. Death is something we all deal with though, some people change in life because of it, they can be the happiest person in the world, then one day death comes in their life, and they are changed, they feel as if they have nothing. I still think about everyone that has died in my life and think sadly, but i also think happily as i know they are still there for me, but sometimes there is a bad side to what i think, i think of people dying i don't want to, i sit there and cry when i think of people dying that i don't want to and i can't get it out of my head, but in the end i am happy they are with me.